Core Tip: Since then, with the requirements of the community to release the pressure gradually increased, to 12 month, finally could not carry the Beijing Public Security Bureau, the Tiananmen prisoners who organized the classes together. A central theme , wants everyone to be treated properly - had caught you are right, now let you also correct. This is the logic of that era.
1978 11 months, when the rehabilitation of the Tiananmen incident, I have as the first after the Cultural Revolution group of university students in the university study. said the truth, the vindication of the message in that, I do not have much joy, and some just a heavy feeling: the Cultural Revolution, the fate of hundreds of millions of Chinese people were a few among individuals juggling, acted in a self cloud, hands on the rain. When the Chinese people can really be your own master? I often asked myself.
1976 Tiananmen Square crackdown in (Source: Data Chart)
article From: When the old people often hear mention of the Tiananmen incident in 1976, the process of rehabilitation, but few people involved in Tiananmen Square itself. as witnesses of the incident, I feel obliged to record the mentality of our generation path, so that Later, from a side who can understand the eve of China's reform and opening up the historical background.
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to Tiananmen Square and peers, I was Maxima, singing leap to sing songs, listen to listen to the party the old social order was once knocked over: I have admired his uncle and aunt to become a The parents were posters posted the revolutionary masses, become a , hard work and these people and their loved ones, including a clean break.
1968 years, I entered the High School of Beijing Normal female. in the time when the first day, the school organized a Marxist group. in the political director under the leadership of Only thirteen-year-old to start learning by Marx and Engels's so that people insight into the history of yesterday, today and tomorrow, the struggle to establish a clear direction. Since then, in their spare time, studied under some of the same age I started to be less interested in British history and the international communist movement history of France, Germany and Russia's internal books, Isle of Man to understand the historical background of the original. In short, when I, like to join the revolution, is a good student of the era recognized, outstanding student leaders, and joined the Communist Youth League in junior high school.
remember 1971 the end of September the day, the students in my home on the team. Her brother told me a shaking secret: Lin defected! killed in ondor Khan! was scared I was hoodwinked. A gut feeling is that the great leader Chairman Mao could perspicacious, how the big guys around so there is not even aware of careerists?! at the moment, I considered the personality cult of Mao Zedong's completely broken, there is a feeling of being deceived, that he is very sad. man to 17 years old, only just realized that , to use his head to the problem, and use their feet to walk.
1971 by the end of the school walked me to the Normal school. In the meantime, I resigned from the work of student leaders on the grounds that: . one away from the the old cadres and intellectuals, they told me about the persecution in the Cultural Revolution experience, so I have a deep understanding of social reality.
this time, my thinking has changed greatly. I noticed, Engels Marx pointed out in the tomb: shelter and clothing, before it can pursue politics, science, art, religion and so on. Therefore, the immediate material means of subsistence production, and thus a nation or a certain era of economic development stage, form the basis; people's national system , the legal conceptions, art, and even religious concepts, is from this basis, developed. life; not the economic base determines the superstructure, but the overall control of the economic base superstructure. I therefore believe that the central out of revisionism. This was not just my personal view, in August the lake, and the old generals, retired and intellectuals were all old and I have the same or similar views.
1974 年 1 month, I participated in the work of staff assigned to primary schools. In teaching, it began for their own set of philosophy, political economy, scientific socialism, and history courses. through self-study, I further strengthened his views: Mao Zedong was wrong, reuse a number of China leads the wrong track.
1975 年 July-September, Premier Zhou Enlai was seriously ill, Deng presided over the State Department to conduct a comprehensive reorganization of the national economy showed signs of recovery. In August the lake, I can feel it, it was Deng Xiaoping encouraged by the political courage to finally see the hope of China. However, the good time, negate the Cultural Revolution, Mao Zedong, Deng Xiaoping began fighting back. followed by a central , layers of pulling a away. Beijing kilometer street, off by millions spontaneous. At the same time, the central intense deployment of Deng, Right back overturn the wind, Tsinghua University, Beijing Deng's posters over the place, coupled with the memory of the Prime Minister on all sorts of people repression, the end of March, early April, a time when before Tomb Sweeping Festival, people mourn the Prime Minister to vent through the strong resentment toward Tiananmen Square, coincidentally, I was one of them.
Second, what I did in Tiananmen Square < br> 4 月 2 on the night, I came to the square. heroic scene at the time I was shocked: Tiananmen Square, the Prime Minister covered the memorial wreath of pine trees around the square covered with white flowers, towering magnificent monuments were stacked layers wreath surrounded by a sea of people throughout the square, packed. in particular, is the melancholy, wreaths, and tree trunks, monuments, fences covered with a variety of poetry, and Xiao Zibao, people give vent to long-term suppression of this discontent.
At that time, I pushed the white marble monument to the fence and saw a turned the case Cultural Revolution; and Xiao Zibao actually saying: Posts Xiaozi Bao's inscription is the capital of the people mourning the Prime Minister Committee. read Xiaozi Bao, is planning to go out, then heard someone shouting back: I looked around, I was the only one again. just finished, I do not know who sang the Internationale lead. Then he was encouraging me to read a second time, but also the Internationale. In this way, read the five or six times. In fact, we all know are aware that the square in the sea of people , there are a large number of plainclothes police were removed from them. To be safe, I finally no longer did, and out of the crowd, the city of Beijing in the evening circle around a lot, until early morning before the detour to the school dormitory.
the next few night, I went to the square, just to see Xiao Zibao and poetry, and no further public appearances of the. then went to the square who would feel that way: public appearance in a formal setting during the day Night at Tiananmen Square was lambasted the people. This great contrast against the background of a decline as the Cultural Revolution, the masses have been intolerable, thus forming a day and night are two different worlds!
no matter how careful I am , or by the Public Security Bureau eye on the morning of 15 April .4, I was giving lectures, the school secretary called out, saying that the Public Security Bureau, who talked to me. to the clerk's office, two police officers waiting me. They come to ask: .
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